PAIN AND NOTHING ELSE. NO MORE NOTHING ELSE. THAT BRINGS ME HAPPINESS. JUST MORE MADNESS. I KNOW THAT SUICIDE IS A SIN. BUT MY CHANCES OF NOT DOING IT ARE VERY THIN. CHECK ME INTO AN INSANE ASLYUM. AND THERE I WILL LIVE. UNTIL THE DAY, YOU LET ME SEE THAT BLADE. THAN I WILL THRUST IT INTO THE HEART THAT GOD MADE. BUT NOT YOURS. MINE. AND THEN FINALLY I WILL BE HAPPY. THEN I WILL LIVE ETERNALLY. WITH A SOUL THATS NOT BEING TORMENTED. BUT IS ROMING THROUGH EARTH. WATCHING KIDS GO THROUGH THAT PAINFUL BIRTH. AND THEN NOTICE HOW MANY WILL END UP LIKE ME. HEART FILLED WITH PAIN AND MISERY. AND LIVE THE SAME LIFE THAT I LIVED. A LIFE THAT WAS GIVEN BUT NOT WANTED. OR EVEN HAUNTED AS IF THEY WERE HAPPY, BUT THEIR HEARTS WERE REALLY HAUNTED, BY ME THE LONELY, MISERABLE, ME. MR UNHAPPY. HAS GOTTEN TO THEM. AND MADE THEM UNHAPPY AND FILLED THEM WITH PAIN. LIKE THE PAIN THAT FEELS AS THOUGH YOU DONT HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO GAIN. JUST MORE AND MORE PAIN. NOW THEY KNOW HOW I FELT. NOW THEIR FILLED WITH FEAR. THEN THEY WILL SHED THAT SAME TEAR. AS I ONCE DID. BUT NOW THAT IM GON GROM THIS UNHAPPY WORLD. IM HAPPY AND NO MORE PAIN. BUT NOW I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE. BECAUSE THEIRS NO MORE PULSE. TO HAVE MY HEARTBEAT AGAIN. THEN I WILL FEEL THE FOREVER PAIN. BUT WHEN IM GONE I HAVE MORE TO GAIN.