Never had I needed help
I've always made it through myself
But this time I doubt I can take it
And no longer can I fake it
I hate that people always leave me
How girls are so apt to leave me
And the way that life repeats
My tragedies and my defeats
Bring this hell to an end
And break before I bend
Flashing pictures, life and dreams
Nothing is, as it seems
Can't anyone see?
You twisted me inside out,
like a mop left out to dry,
You made me feel less,
than any other guy,
You gave me a permanent wound,
to never trust again,
Now I could never,
ever consider you a friend,
You twisted me inside out,
like an eroding branch near death,
You waited for my downfall
to take what I had left,
Thank you for my first love,
thank you for that show,
Thank you for the lies,
and the truth I'll never know.
The grass doesn't seem to grow
The wind doesn't think to blow
The sky never passes blue
It's silent through and through
As I stand here looking out
Can't recall what life is about
What it had been, is, and going to be
I've locked myself in, thrown out the key...