anxiety runs through my viens
im biting my pen feeling ashamed
in the panic room i gained
insanity
as the pain
damaged me
ruptured blood vessels as i try to escape
maybe next time i rise up
will be at my soul's wake
my heart is being raped
with these ice cold tears
and feelings i cant shake
mind blows my brain isnt ready to take
take the fall of fate
fate holding the balls of my hate
with hate being judged
by my God's sake
im askin for guidance
some inspiration
a hand to hold through this separation
im in desperation....