Part 1.
I've changed, im not the man I used to be.
The man I used to be is gone free.

I think he had always wanted to get away, waiting for his chance to go astray.
He left without saying goodbye leaving me dazes, I been trying to figure out how he got away for days.

Maybe he left because he couldnt take anymore of the stress.
Maybe he's gone because he tried his hardness to be a good person but had nothing left.
Maybe he disappeared because of the disappointments even tho he gave his best.

What made him leave what did I do,
Where's my old self that I once knew!!

Still I come up with no answer.
And im left with this stranger, and I wonder why does he has so much anger.

I stare at this stranger and I see fire in his eyes.
Im frighten because im staring at myself but in a disguise.

I also see a lot of discouragement and confusion like he's stuck in a jail.
I try to talk with him but he just ignores me and goes into his shell.

Sometimes he's in his shell for hours to days not knowing whats going on
He seems to take joy in being to himself as nothing is wrong...........

This stranger is nothing like me, he's not nice or loveable or no kinda sort.
He even hurt some people I truly care about with no remorse.

I hate this man he's done some things that my old self would've never done.
I gotta find my old self and get rid of this one.
Hopefully I make it back in time before he destroy's everything and anything I have left...Off I run!...

To be continued