Lord,

I came 2 u 2day because I have 2 make a confession
I went 2 tha doctor, they told me, I got this thing called depression
He said my insides were pretty damaged
I told him.....jus give me a shot n a cute lil bandage
Depression?....Believe me I’ll b alright, Im sure I’ll manage.

He said it doesn’t work like that, u gotta c a therapist
So he turns to the nurse n tells her to get me a list
But I’m not goin 2 one of those doctors
Instead I decided I would come 2 u Father.

Beside your tha only one with tha answers I’m lookin for
So please place the “Do not Disturb” sign on your door.
C I need your undivided attention
This is a long awaited therapy session.....

“I did everything that I could,
2 make sure my morals stayed good.
I did right by u, neva went a-stray
knowin u’d be by my side all the way.
To help me understand your every lesson,
but now I just got one question.”

“Is this really the path u chose 4 me?”
I ask myself everyday how can this b.

“Why…do my eyes…jus cry n cry”
“Why…do I…feel so dead inside”
“Why…is it that I…have thoughts of suicide”

C this conversation between us is long overdue
cause I kno I did everything that I was supposed to.
“So how could u jus leave me all alone?”
U decided I was strong enough to do this on my own
I’m sorry Lord, poor choice in judgment…u were WRONG!!

C I counted on u from the very start
from the first time I accepted u in my heart
Now I kno that my session is almost over
n I kno that u bear the weight of the world on ya shoulder
I kno theres a lot of people out ther with problems
n they continuously call upon u 2 solve them.

But I really don’t think its 2 much, u see
2 ask u, Please don’t 4get about me
I kno u would neva abandon me in this state
I know 4 me; u planned a much better fate.

U should have known I couldn’t do this without u
and I kno in my heart I should neva doubt u
But until I get some answers, I’ll continue to ask why?

Love Me, Patiently awaiting your reply.