-Just a poem write trying to brush up my poetic skills instead of "rapping" all the time-

inside I'm crying hopelessly with no end
this terrors divine, scared to have no friends
dying on the outside scared to be lonely
never did i lie about love- tho sum felt phony
different sides to the story another mistake
no one ever dies in this story just another great
and these themes of good never turn to hate
but these feelings of hate seem so easy to relate
took easy steps yeah I look back n forth paces
surrounded by the hatred the faces of racist
never any food no job to support my fam
shit i have no food to support me, Understand?
if you don't feel me yet, then I don't know what can
cause I've lived through everything
its my great mistake that will never end