I\'ve... never been too good with words
Anytime I try to voice my thoughts or emotions I fall silent and perturbed
But as of late I have been doing a lot of thinking
Mainly reminiscing
And I can\'t help but but simply find myself missing...
That which I never had the pleasure of knowing
I regret that we never had the chance of growing together even though we were showing
Signs of mutual attraction
That the roots of emotional attachment
Were starting to take hold in us both
What I would give for your touch or to just have you close
But that would be asking for too much after our troubling past...
Sometimes I feel the need to go back in time and keep us from moving too fast
A lot of times I find myself praying to GOD for another chance
That with what I know now we could make this mulligan last
I find myself choked with tears while my soul is clouded with a darkness that overshadows sadness
You gave me your heart; delicate, pure, and fragile as glass
Placed it in my careless hands and believed in me when I told you our love would come to pass
And I was confident;
But then I stumbled mid-stroll and could only watched as your heart crashed
Shattered on the floor in a thousand pieces
I saw the pain in your face as your pieced together the remains and looked at me so morbid
I knew then that you saw me unfit
But I refused to call it quits
You tried me again
And again I broke your heart
Felt so sure but soon found myself chasing another after our brand new start
Seems as though we were destined to be apart
Yet a part of me remains with you
You- such beauty and a mind and soul so true
As much I find myself thinking of you I know you view me a suitor illegit
Your heart sees me as an romantic outcast and misfit
And although it\'s too late for our fate
I sit here writing this not to ask you on another date,
I merely hope that amends this letter may start to make
I have something important that I deeply need to state...
From the bottom of my bosom.... with every fiber of my soul and being....
I\'m sorry.