I used to play this song for him and
I admit that my last day in bondage,
I left it playing
Hoping that it sent a rememberance
Of my existance
That would forever dwell in his spirit
Therefore whenever he's reminicing,
We'd always be on the same page
And if that didnt work I could always go back to retain it
But the pain in
My heart wont stop the rain
From my eyes
Now 9 months
15 days
11 hours
3 minutes
And 43....44.....45....
Seconds
That are irreplaceable...
I thought about going back just to say Hey
Asking how he was doing in a comment on Myspace
Blocking my number and calling just to hear his voice
Taking the long way to work just so his job is on my course
But the remorse
Of me leaving him wouldnt allow me to swallow my pride
But still in the back of my mind....
I hope he hasnt turned my song off........