Question

Do I leave or do I stay?

I repeat this question time and time again

A part of me wants him to be more

But the other half suggests that we remain friends

Friends first is what I keep hearin in my head

Everytime that we start to hang out

While on the inside its really killin me

Tryin to figure a way to let these feelings out

I start to miss him after every hug

Tryin to remain calm and collect

Bein cautious of every word that I speak

Hopin not to say somethin that I know I'll regret

Whenever he smiles, whenever he speaks

Its always a struggle to keep my cool

So I politely smile or politely nodd

Holdin back emotions to keep from lookin like a fool

Question

Do I even cross his mind?

How often does he thinks of me?

These questions burn through my head

Everytime that I see him leave

Should I confess my feelings for him?

Or should I just let it go

Curiosity each day draws me closer

So I think that I'm gonna let things flow...........................