Searching thru my skattered pass....
Looking for anything I may have over looked in my growth
Maybe I might have missed something
It had to be something I was suppose to do.....
To who I have become
To where im going
The new attitude I carry
The willingness in my eyes
The longings for new
So much to take in at once
my senses are in a rage
Yet my ego soar
My blood flows smoothly thru my veins
Thoughts racing A mile A minute
And still
This does nothing for me
I keep coming up short
Missing pieces
Skattered pieces
Shattered pieces
dreams I once had at 22
I nolonger long for
The dreams at 28
I cant find the right door
Searching thru my skattered pass
Looking for answers
To this woman
That see's clearly thru my eyes
Because I am she
But I dont know her
My mirror image
Analizing pass relationships
From family,friends,lovers and associates
Was I selfish
Was I caring enough
Was I willing,over bearing,tough
Did I say what was needed to be said
Did I take enough chances
Did I give enough
Stricken by panic,grief,regretfuliness
Thoughts of thirty chasing me.....
Answering me....