I JUST HAD AN INSIGHT RITE NOW NOT LAST NITE. IM INNA FITE 4 MY LIFE 4 MY DIGNITY, FOR MY SANITY. PEOPLE ROUND ME MAKIN ME LOSE MY OWN MIND. I GOTTA JUS IGNORE THEM AND GET ON MY GRIND CUZ DOIN DAT WASTES TIME. I H8 WASTIN I GOT NO PATIENCE FOR NUTHIN I WANT THINGS NOW BUT HOW. I KNOW HOW I GOTTA GO GET THIS ONE THING PEOPLE CALL PATIENCE I GOTTA LEARN HOW 2 WAIT BUT IM AFRAID OF IT BEING TOO LATE BEFORE I MEET MY FATE HOPEFULLY DAT FATE IS AT OLD AGE IN 90 YEARS OR SO I ALSO WONDER WHEN I DIE WHERE WILL I GO. CAUSE I HAVE SINNED A HELLUVALOT AND ALSO DONE SOME GOOD 2. I HAVE REASONS THOUGH CUZ I GET DONE BAD ALL THE TIME IM TRYING TO BEAT THE CLOCK BEFORE IT CHIME. I HAVE 2 WIN THIS RACE CAUSE IF I DONT ILL FEEL LIKE IMMA A DISGRACE IN LIFE AND WHO WANTS TO BE ONE OF THOSE. JUST NO PURPOSE JUS SITTIN ROUND DOIN NUTHIN. IM YOUNG THO SO IDK WAT MY FUTURE HOLDS HOPEFULLY SUMTHIN GREAT NO SUMTHIN FANTASTIC AND NUTHIN DRASTIC. IM COOL NOWS CUZ IM AT PEACE 4 AWHILE BUT LIKE ALWAYS THIS PEACE WALL WILL FALL AND ILL BE RITE THERE ONCE AGAIN FACIN IT ALL WISHIN I COULD WITHDRAW FROM IT ALL MY HEADS SPINNIN LIKE A BALL DAMN I NEED 2 GET OUT .......... BUT HOW.... IM STUCK......FUCK