Sucked up in the Fucked up reality
that to you,
I will never be WIFEY.
And maybe it wouldnt hurt so bad
if so much time wasnt invested into
this relationship,
but we here,
And maybe im a little delusional
to the realities of what was
really us,
but im still feeling like
"DAMN" "WHAT THE FUCK"

Questioning myself,
I ask "what went wrong?"
"Was there something wrong with me?"
Im not gon go as far as to say,
this LOVE we have took a toll on me
but theres a lot that couldve been better.
Maybe the communication wasnt there...
Maybe the honesty we thought we had
wasnt really real
Maybe when we lay in bed,and
held each other tight,
the physical was there, but
the mental...the emotional wasnt.

Learning from past experiences,
I thought we'd last.
Fixed this problem,
Damn heres another.
Arguing all the damn time.
We just couldnt get right.
Still, it seems like we brainwashed
ourselves into believing this is what
"TRUE LOVE" is...

SYKE!!!!!

Right now im feeling like you could
only be my " FUCK FRIEND"...
cause the sex was damn good
but as far as our minds intertwined in intimate
love making session...
naw it wasnt there....

Back at square one,
im beginning to rethink this
{LOVE} thing,
maybe one day ill give it another chance
but right now
im still,
SUCKED up in the FUCKED up realities of what was
once us♥