The smell of his cologne filled the bedroom...CHANEL for men had my
nostrils tight...no key to the door locked ..I was locked in..my heart
boxed in..by fours walls ..she's got my heart twisted in a knot..he's
gots my legs wrapped around his waist swinging me back and forth.
I Got my tongue in anothers clit..
my feelings pumpin harder like the veins
trapped underneath the watch on my wrist..
Its a thin line between love and hate and thin line of lip liner outlining my lips. And Im wishing
my tongue could outline her lips one more time.
And if he come home one
more time in the AM I'm not gonna let him in.push him outa the box to
my heart.
Give him back the jewery box cuz I don't wana rock nuffin his
name on it..and I can't put a name on it.
But my feelings are taking me more towards her...
I can't take a step back..
My heart pushing towards a new love..
and I wish love wasn't so complicated. And why time can't
wait for me to catch up with my past where I left her.
Love Always Rising Is Sometimes Satisfying and Affection is what I wanted but she kept her mouth closed...
I sufferred the repercussions of letting my feelings show....
it was curtains for me no encore no second audition...
I was a fan of his performance so I let the show continue...
chance after chance I gave him time to improve his imperfections and I'm not talking bout sex...
he's playing russian roulette wif me...he was a visitor but we
lived toghether..
and his part of the agreement didn't measure up to my part..
.and everybody keep telling me to tell him RED CUrtains dude
shows over
your session is D for done like mine in the studio when my pockets
go on E for empty.
E for enough
R for Replace
cuz you didn't think it would happen this way
..sitting by my window I pulled the red curtains back...
I pulled
my brown hair back into a bun..
he used to call me his honey bun....
pussy sweet like a honey bun...
the cream used fill his tongue..
.but he lost a taste for it like chewed bubble gum..
the heat from the radiator made me jump back into my present state of mind...
and for 6yrs I was in his state mind.....
I played biggie song if I should die b4 I wake 6times....
then I thought it was time to walk behind the red curtains
eventhough my hearts hurting ..
I don't deserve this....its time to get outta his eye view....
red curtains over my eyelids...
when I close them at night I dont have to see him..
I don't have to breathe him...I don't have to dream of him.....
I don't have to dream of her...
smell her BVLGARI in my nostrils...hear her say its gonna cost you
nah curtains down...its red curtains for you...throw the peace sign up to you.......its over and wont let you return like HOVA .
REd
CURTAIN$ the shows OVER