...with no direction i search aimlessly for answers
as to why you would cheat on me of all people....
....the one who loved you for who you were
not who you could be....
....the one who cared when it seemed others did not
obviously my heart in the palm of your hand wasn't enough....
...constantly i asked if there was another
and you had the nerve to look me in my face and say no...
...so bad i wanted to believe you but in my 23 years
I've seen and experienced more then most....
....yet i still gave you my all in hopes to gain you back
but instead....
....you kept selling her dreams while i lived nightmares
comforting her while i was left to cry alone....
....no longer could i just live with the shell of you
while she had your soul and heart....
...even if it meant i would sleep alone
but you know...falling out of love with you...
...made me begin a love affair with myself
and I'm Happily loving me....
...to think at one point i was trying to change for you
reality is you don't deserve someone as good as me
..never did i wrong you
even after you talked down upon me....
...gave up on me
and just flat out disrespect me..
....its cool though bay Karma is a mutha
she can do far more damage then I....
...so i hold no grudges
matter of fact thank you....
...thank you for being a horrible cheater
your lies finally set me free....
tis was a very deep write.. i agree with the poets below me.. im glad that u took this as a lesson learned and it pushed u to love yourself even more.. thats wassup..
Thatsright yo... *HUGS SHAY* you deserve liberation and happiness... and to be happy with yourself... and he is now a thing of the past...and now its time for you to keep it pushing yo..