I once thought I had lost my religion
and gained spirituality...
Shunned the edifices and ornate facades
that dissapointed so many of us in times of despair...
While I was mystified and impressed by its architecture
the awareness of a greater being did fester and resurface
bobbing along the surface of the baptsimal waters
I could not escape
So I went every Sunday before God to save face
And then I went every other Sunday
And sometimes on Wednesday nights
And then I went once a month
And then I didn't go at all
Something in that sheetrock was blocking my soul from stirring
Something in that brick and mortar was
enclosing me within scaffolded walls and pipe organ steel
Religion, in all of its organization, methodology, tradition
and rituals
denominations, boards and ministries
no longer called out to me
but the spirit, the spirit never left
Now I find that what I lack in prediction
naturally surrounds me in rapture
I cannot escape
God's passion
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