I remember how you used to say

that you loved me...you would do anything

I remember how you used to hold me

comfort me, when I was feeling lonely...out of place

I remember how you used to kiss me

on the lips...the sweetest touch

the greatest escape....

I remember how you used to protect me....

would fight demons and become my black knight

I remember how you used to call me on the phone....

to ask how have I been...am I ok

how am I feeling...but the phone stopped ringing

and you stopped asking....

I remember how you used would take me to your paradise.....

your place, where everything stopped in motion....

I remember how you used to

call me your wife....your sweetheart....your one

but, that disappeared 2 weeks ago.....

my heart started to beat...3 times per minute

to the point, where I couldn't breathe....I just cried

alone.....without bearing my soul to anyone who I once called HOME

I remember how you used to....watch you smile

laugh for a while at my jokes, even your own

and now as a best-friend, I can only remember how you used to.....