I took a trip down memory lane
trying to see where I’ve been
and how did I come to my many conclusions
various areas of my life that may have been delusions
and the others that I know were definitely confusions
Travelled down many roads that read DEAD END
retraced my steps trying to find my way back again
rushing sometimes, as if it were a race that I could win
but lost because of the blind emotional rut that I was in
Managed to regain some of the mind that was lost
limping along, missing an arm and a leg, which was the cost
backed up into dark corners, having to fight my way out with force
bloodied, battered and beaten, I healed and found another course
And then forgot there was alot that I didn’t want to remember
sad, hurtful, angry, brutally cold winter memories, my symbolic December
my past invading my present, stifling my progress, wounds still must be tender
even forgot why the hell I started this damn trip...It’s Time To Change Lanes!
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