why must i come to this i think me feet feeling heavy to the floor my eyes clenched shut my face at ground me thinking why must i deal with this why....all my muscles my entire body tighing to a unbearable point...the anoyying noises the teasing the hate the chaos....the ripping of my will to work once more my will to live my will to want to be better then the one's below my level...why i ask...then i think is this fate..this absurd deal this abstrosity...why must they do things like idiots...do they realize not what they do?? or is it that they don't give a danm...they know right from wrong yet they do not bring together their people.....they tear them apart and make them abominations..foolish are they..impudent they are....once more WHY!