The ticks of the clock
Seem to have
Frozen as the rain drizzles
Outside my window
The smell of rain permeating
Through the late
Night air…

It’s just me here,
All alone
Pen and paper in hand
As I let the beats
Of music
Dance around on my fragile heart
Every rhyme reminds
Me how much this
Broken heart hurts
Every rhythm beats the shards,
Stabbing what’s left of
My soul

Some days it feels like I walk around
This earth aimlessly
Wondering when my time to shine
Will come around
Its as if I walk
And my footsteps make but
A hollow sound
I wander as I wonder what my
Place is here
Where do I fit into the scheme
Of society
What is god’s plan me?
When can my smile
Return to my face
When will
Happiness
Grace my life
Just once more

I just need someone to care
Save me from falling
Deeper into eternity
Please, save me…

Here I am,
Hiding behind this
Pen in my hand
Wondering
Why is love not meant
To be for me
I can’t pretend to
Be happy forever
Cause forever only lasts
In fairytale fantasies
Where Cinderella finds her
Prince charming
At a ball
Surrounded by fancy gowns
And beautiful faces…
Someplace I don’t fit in
And here we go again
This record keeps skipping
When my pen touches
The lined paper
It seems as if im sitting
Here repeating past thought
And present worries
About the future
I may never
See

I can’t trace my own
Destiny
I cant replace where ive been
And face where I
Need to go
But I’ll sit here,
All alone
Musing behind my pen
Inking out painful
Words
Cause even superwoman
Needs a savior…

These tears I spill are staining
The corner of my paper…
Im secretly hurting

Saying please…
Save me