My stance is that I'd like to apologize right now in advance
To reduce the rant and transform the circumstance.
Feeling I need a bailout of government grants.
Cause since I left you I been living in trance

Lets start fresh in our imagination so that the reality of us hurts less.
Cause until I have you hear
I can't rest
Cause every minute without you I feel like I near death
Experience the reasons I love you more then anything in the world... ain't sex

Cause I remember doing you wrong and I can't wrap my mind around that concept.
Cause what I feel for you is complex.
Looking at your photos thinking which one do I toss next
Discarding pieces of my heart thinking which part will I lose next.
Fearful cause after my love strings are played the blues next
as I tug the strings to pull this thing into context
This hear from the heart, this ain't a con test
Umm I mean con text
Message that I last sent to you took way out of context

That when I say that I miss you, it just means that I feel your missing from me. I'm in pain cause I want you back girl listen to me!
cause what I'm going to say right now hear is bigger then me
I have a future and I need you to live it with me
I'm jealous cause who you spend your time with isn't with me
And it hurts me to tell you the truth but this isn't where I envisioned we'd be
It's like in the past you were raped and maybe you had
lost everything by losing your dad. Missing him like I miss my mom so I'll change topics cause it's making me sad.
I guess what I want to say is that I miss what I had.

And now I know how you feel when you let the rain pour
to have your heart shattered in pieces and rendered soar
broken like glass, strangled and tore.
Feeling the pain cause what was isn't anymore
and now I'm
Thinking God this can't be right
I'm apologizing cause I've been dissing you like
Your romance isn't heavy I've been dismissing you lite
So the moral of the story is that
If you love someone look at them and hold them close to you tight. Cause they could be leaving tonight
And you could be grieving tonight
Left disappointed and scarred still believing you right.
Yet the only thing I left to mention is my belief in the fight
that you might come from my left and swing to my right
To stand here with your man and care for me
And for my gift to you I'm sharing me so

My stance is that I'd like to apologize right now in advance
To reduce the rant and transform the circumstance.
Feeling I need a bailout of government grants.
Cause since I left you I been living in trance