IIGHT SO WE KNO EVERY BODY
GOT THEY OWN SECRETS  RIGHT ...

AND OF COURSE I DO 2
BUT IMMA DO SUM THANG DIFFRENT
AND SPIT THEM ALL OUT FOR YOU

I RIGHT POETRY
CUZ I CANT HELP
THE FACTED THAT IVE BEEN
CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN

I WAS TOLD TO RITE IT OUT
ON A PEACE OF PAPPER
INSTEAD OF THROUGH MY VEINS

AND SO FAR IT IS A BLESSIN
CUZ I RECIEVE SO MUCH FAME

WEN I WAS 12
I WAS TAKEN AWAY
AND PUT IN FOSTER CARE
AND DAMN TILL THIS VARY DAY
I CRY SO MANY TEARS

BUT I REALIZE GOD ONLY
SAVED ME FROM LIVIN
EACH DAY OF MY LIFE IN FEAR 

MY HISTORY IN LIFE
WAS ABUSE,DRUGS
SEXUAL ABUSE AND OF
COURSE ABANDENMENT

I DON’T BLAME ANYONE
FOR MAKIN LIFE THIS WAY FOR ME
CUZ EVERYTHING HAPPENES FOR ITS OWN
REASONS

I ADMIT I HATE MY SELF SO MUCH
THAT I  REFUSE TO LOOK IN A MIRROR

I SUMTIMES THINK SO HARD
ABOUT MY PAST
I DO THANGS TO TAKE ME OUT OF HERE

I WAS THE BIG SISTER
OF 2 BEAUTIFUL ANGELS
AND FOR THEM
I WOULD SACRAFISE
IT ALL

WEN THEY WERE ADOPTED
MY SOLE WAS CHEAPLY SOLD
THE ONLY THANG I COULD DO
WAS BREAK DOWN AND FALL

NOW I SIT ON THE OTHER SIDE
OF THE WALLWAITIN AND WAITN
FOR GODS CALL

WHO I AM IN SIDE
I AM TERRIFYED TO BE

SO I PUT ON A MASK
IN ORDER TO HIDE THE REAL ME

THESE ARE MY SECRETS
IN WITCH I CANT KEEP INSIDE ANYMORE
BUT
I GOT A LOCKIT IN MY HEART
WERE I KEEP MUCH MORE
BUT FOR NOW HERES
WERE U WALK OUT THIS DOOR