Rage and fury blind me.
Hate and disgust are choking me.
Anger is crushing my spirit.
I fear the diamonds that live inside of me…

If they are set free then distraction can be very indiscriminate.
More like a beast hunting the devil.
And less like the police finding a criminal.

There will be no rest until the source of evil has been eliminated
Reap its sole and pay the consequences if I must
But all need to be safe before it will settle in the dust.

I am just one moment from loosing my mind.
More like a freak show than a civilized bout.
The thrust for blood and retribution will hunt you out.

My only hope is to remain in this land of the sane
Gripping to reality, living for this moment…
Loving my family in the best way I know how.

Seeking the Light -
Strength Truth and Understanding.

Deep Deep Breadth….
Hold… 1… 2…3…. 4….5….6….7…8…
Slowly exhale… 1… 2…3…. 4….5….6….7…8…