I say i want a kid now
I dont wonder how
but i wonder
if the roof im under
would understand
a child isn't quick sand
it wont tak emy life away
but it will influence me everyday
be my own inspiration
but could it be my annihilation
but it could bring self determination
and self coordination
get me on the right path
could subdue my wrath
but will it be a mistake
maybe one im willing to take
for the happiness that's never fake
the idea i can't shake
it won't break
a child's not a game
after life's not the same
but in me there would be no shame
stuck on a choice
cause not all will rejoice
i remember the look
my fathers face took
after he got the news
my sister had baby blue's
arrianna made him a grandpa
and my moms a step-grandma
to see the disappointment
a message my mind was sent
never wanting it again
the debate im loosing
cause the choice will effect more than just me
it will effect my entire family
plus the baby's daddy's
this debate is never ending

any suggestions?