NAILS STAY DONE
SO DOES THE HAIR
CLOTHES STAY FRESH
SOMETIMES SPEND THE WHOLE DAMN CHECK
ALL TO IMPRESS THESE UNWANTED PEOPLE
AND UPHOLD MY NAME AS A BONAFIED DIVA

WANTING TO BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO I AM
IN A WORLD WHO DOESN’T REALLY CARE WHO THE FUCK I AM
MY DAYS ARE SPENT WITH WORK AND SCHOOL
I HAVE NO FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY ALL UNTRUE
SEE I CLAIM IM A REAL WOMAN
I HAVE A LOT OF SHIT GOING FOR MYSELF
THIS SHITS STARTING TO BE STRESSFUL AND I REALLY NEED SOME HELP.

WHY CANT I LOVE BRITTANY AND STOP TRYING TO CONVEY
EVERYTHING BUT THE PERSON THAT GOD MADE
WHY IM TRYNA DIET AND STARVE MYSELF CRAZY
WHY AM I NOT HAPPY IN THE SKIN GOD GAVE ME
WHY CANT I BE HAPPY AND ACCEPT WHO I AM
WHY AM I EXPRESSING MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS TO EVERYONE EXCEPT THE MAN UPSTAIRS
WHY CANT I JUS BE HAPPY AND BE A HUNDRED PERCENT ME
AND FORGET WHAT EVERYONE THINKS AND LOVE ME!

I SAY I DONT HAVE LOW SELF-ESTEEM
BUT IM REALLY STARTING TO DOUBT
BECAUSE IF I DIDN’T I WOULDNT BE WRITING THIS
TALKING ABOUT MYSELF


ITS REALLY DEPRESSING AND SAD AS HELL
THAT I WANT SOMEONE ELSE TO LOVE ME AND I CANT EVEN LOVE MYSELF !