Giving you pleasure
with my mouth
is a joy I will always
have,
licking, sucking, tickling with
my tongue,
taking him deep
within my throat,
you deserve this kind
of pleasure,
all I ask is
simple reciprocation.
And although I know
that I know
I deserve,
the same,
I don't recieve
any kind of
return on my
effort,
I am left empty,
in emotional
pain,
deserted and alone,
not understanding
why you have
become a selfish
soul,
I feel alone,
for you have not
said anything
about loving me
back,
I am lonely,
hurt,
unbelieving that
you would do something
like that to me.
I can't say
"where's mine, or what about me?
It just feels wrong.
You told me once that
you would automatically
take care of me,
but I know that it
has been 6 days with no sex
and 3 days since my mouth loved
him,
and not one word
or even a touch from you,
if you want to use me,
be done with me.