What is wrong with me when I seem to be okay with not bein wined, don't wanna be dined not caring to take deep stares into each other's eyes, then bashfully turn my cheek to find from my peripheral that you're still staring with a heart felt gaze...Not being appeased by red roses cuz they're beautiful to look at but caught up by the fact that theyre just gonna die in a couple days, now all i have is a memory of something beautiful in my mind but in my mind I just don't find long walks on the beach, and soft tender kisses on my cheek to be... the meaning of "falling", Why don't I feel the least bit of excitement with the thought of you going above and beyond this earth to treat me like a queen but to me what does that mean? Cuz I'm not a Queen, I was actually created a human being... and you damn sure aint a King! IS it something wrong with me am I unorthodox because when it comes down to settling for nothing less than the best I think outside the box? WHy am I not impressed by your crib or your dress moreless the 24 inch rims that you just put on yo new Lexus? Yes, even down to the irrelevant charm you got hangin down to yo crotch on yo necklace!! It's like I know my worth, I know well what I deserve so why is it that what she feels she deserves should become a custom for what "I", Myself know I deserve? Showin me you're a blessing doesn't mean makin love 3 hours per session, talks about freaky habits, or midnight hourly confessions... My mind, my body, and my soul yearning for you isn't a result of you feelin on my booty, or takin me out a couple nights out da month and spendin some dollaz on a movie...To appease me you see you have to make sweet, sticky, hot love to me mentally... Disect my mind and caress every inch of thee... fine, crevices and thoughts instilled in my mind... Yes, penetrate my oh-so-deepest mental G spot Some people might rush but i'm sayin u betta wait for the water to get hot... then dive into a jacuzzi of thoughts, bath&body works squeeze every drop and when you finish gently stroke me mentally and view my mind naked-- mentally... cuz ultimately when you find that the only thing that distinguishes you from the rest is your ability to connect with me mentally and do what you do best... the roses are only socially relevant We desire what we desire because in every effort the true desire is to obtain complete happiness, so why not start by simply possessing that happiness which we long for/ by letting go all the things that are so mundane and only then will you adore/ the true meaning of me and it will come easily..However one thing that isn't easy and can't be done quickly is learning to be patient and make love to me mentally..