"SheHateMe" is now what I call her
The girl who has owned my heart for the past 3 years
She invites me to her house for the weekend
And, without any warning, we are no longer speaking
She hugged me goodbye and said "I'll see you later"
But that was the last time I've talked to her
Since that day any texts I've sent have gone unanswered
Leaving me here wondering "What happened?"
Friends keep telling me I can do better
Problem is my heart belongs to her
I can't take it back no matter how hard I try
Not even after she hurts me and lies
As much hard as I try to fight
She’s still on my mind every day and night
I truly and completely love this girl
I can’t envision my life without her in my world
Since the last time I saw her I’ve been feeling incomplete
I’ve lost most of my appetite, can barely sleep
There's only one other girl who can take my mind off of her
And she just happens to be a stripper
But eventually the fantasy of Serenity washes away
And the reality of SheHateMe comes back into play
My better sense tells me I’m better off without her
Yet it’s as if I’m sick and she’s my only cure
Why am I doomed to love someone I hate
Is chasing after a dream, destined to be my fate
For now, I’m throwing away all hopes for she and I in the future
Because the writing on the wall is clear
Although I love her eternally
Its completely accurate that my love be called “SheHateMe”