This poem is dedicated to anyone who has ever suffered rape. Whether you knew your rapist or not, be assured that it WAS NOT your fault and that you are a SURVIVOR, not a victim!

SHE SAID "NO" PART ONE

She said "No"
But he hadn't listened
She wanted to go
But he kept her imprisoned
His intentions were evil
That much was clear
His fetish was for a pupil
She happened to be near

"Excuse me, have you got the time?" he'd lied
"Yes, its eight thirty fiv....." she'd replied
In the time it took for her to view her watch
He had made his sudden move!!!
He knew she was not his match
And this he would soon prove!
Into a darkened, lonely alley way
He was to shatter her dream
Feeling a choking hand on her throat she heard him say
"I've got a knife you little pussy! DO NOT scream!!"

She said "No"
But he hadn't listened
She wanted to go
But he kept her imprisoned
His intentions were evil
That much was clear
His fetish was for a pupil
She happened to be near

This could not be happening - not on a morning that had started so well!
Mother had said "Bye baby, have a nice day at school" but here she was in hell!
What nightmare trip
Had she unwittingly part-taken
That led to this iron grip
From which she could not be shaken?!
"Please don't hurt me" she whimpered
"I am a child you see"
"Shut your fucking mouth you little whore!" he tempered
"Now get down and satisfy me!!!"

She said "No"
But he hadn't listened
She wanted to go
But he kept her imprisoned
His intentions were evil
That much was clear
His fetish was for a pupil
She happened to be near

Forcing himself down her throat was not enough to pacify his desire
Her innocence and virginity were his playthings - to pursue and acquire
The knife became the second of his weapons
As he ordered her to undress
With every word her soul he threatened
To forever damage and distress
Screaming soundlessly for her Mum and God's help
She feared she would not survive!
Sadly, both must have gone deaf
As nothing stopped her trouble or his drive!!

She said "No"
But he hadn't listened
She wanted to go
But he kept her imprisoned
His intentions were evil
That much was clear
His fetish was for a pupil
She happened to be near

From out of nowhere a feeling beckoned
Telling her to leave her body to him!
It would be over in seconds
And these memories will surely dim!!
Eyes reddened by control and power
He was soon satisfied and spent
The bad dream was at last over!
Was her journey to school still meant?
As she struggled to pull up her dignity and jeans
She heard him snarl and spew
"That wasn't as bad as it seams
But if you tell anyone I'll kill you!"

She said "No"
But he hadn't listened
She wanted to go
But he kept her imprisoned
His intentions were evil
That much was clear
His fetish was for a pupil
She happened to be near......


Phemy Williams

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FOOTNOTE:
In part two she finds herself pregnant with his baby while still a child herself.