I swear to God I hate these people
They all cause me too many problems
If I made a list about them it would be long
A mother who would rather me be stupid than prove her wrong
A father who I have not seen in over 10 years
An autistic brother whose sudden temper causes me fear
Another brother who lies and steals as he breathes
A uncle who is on crack and does the same thing
A former bestfriend whose treats me like a "chick on side" rather than a best friend
A job where I hate damn near everyone in the building
A girl I love but does not love me
A half-brother I barely remember and I could not recognize him on the street
Sometimes I feel like breaking down and crying
Sometimes I wonder if anyone would cry if I was dying
I am sick and tired of my brother steal money, cds and other shit of my place
I am sick and tired hiding everything to make sure it is safe
I am sick and tired of my mother allowing her crackhead brother in my home
I am sick and tired of him not realizing his thieving ass is no longer welcomed
I am sick and tired of being worried that my autistic brother may attack my mother any given night
I am sick and tired of if we tell him to do something he does not like he will want to fight
I am sick and tired of my brother trying to intimidate me
I am sick and tired of proving to him that no matter how big he is that I do not find him scary
I am sick and tired not knowing who I can really depend on
I am sick and tired of living life in a defensive position
I am sick and tired of worrying if I will be fired
Hell, I am just so sick and tired of being sick and tired