As of right now I swim in feelings of Inadequacy
not all of which are new
you say you love someone else but I love you
You won't say it back, is it not true ?
you loved him first this i understand
but making me your man just to get over him
thinking I was set, but I was just a substitute
your so short now do I mean nothing to you ?
were the past years of kissing and tears as I now fear lost
just days ago you said you wanted to be with me and now we barely talk
on the regular girls in my face
I tell them "I have a love that can never be replaced"
and "good luck finding your own"
I was there for a lot when he was gone
but hes the one you think of when you hear love songs
I try to make the thoughts go away
but how can I when I think about you all day
How could you say I was just a mistake
my hearts lost in your eyes its jus too late
for us to end this way
my head so full and spirit so weak
what do I say when we finally speak
when plainly I see you dont want or need me
how could breaking my heart be so easy ?
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