Have you noticed how hard it is to be yourself
I often sit and think why cant I be something else

You are expected to act one way at home
Another at work
A third in public
And then different again depending on who you are with or where you are

I like to think what you see is what you get
But that is not always with the way.

I often think I'd like to be something else
Not sure what but something.

I see those people that say F*** it and be themselves
I am so jelous of those people

I ofthen think I 'd like to be something else

You know as I sit and write this
There are things that I would like to change about myself
But FUCK IT

People say they like me for who I am
They like the big softy that I am
They like the fact that I am honest and truely care

I will always want to develop more as a person
I will always want something to change
Isnt that human nature
As long as I am a good person

That is good enough for me
For now