calmly I would like to tell you this
though my words come stuttered
hidden words stay in hiding
while stupid leaks out dragging along a dissapointing point
hurdles I am climbing is what I am feeling
I try to jump over but you know I'm not an athelete
so I trip and I fall and I fuss because I feel completely stupid
words with no boundaries that hits you and now I can't take back
I feel completely stupid
I gather myself to try and take control of this hazy situation
I clear my eyesight to see through the fuss
and the cuss
which is all me of course
who brutally attacks to keep from feeling utterly stupid
but you prove to me that I'm so stupid
stupid to not realize what I've had along
a good man that would listen to this bullshit.