I don’t even know if this one gonna rhyme
But I’ll try to throw some in here if I got extra time

See I have come to the realization
After going threw bad situation after situation

From my glorious episode to my misery era
My joyful laughs to the tears that wash away all my mascara

I’m just thinking about the whole combination
And instantly I’m filled with frustration

Because its easy to simply say things can go from bad to worst
But for it to actually happen your little bubble of hope immediately burst

Reality without a warning starts to set in
And screaming at the top of your lungs WHEN WHEN WHEN

When will all this shit end
Its not like you have anymore hope to defend

That shit is gone and its never coming back
I’m gasping for air because I’m having an anxiety attack

Suffocating not in the physical but the mental
Sorry but my negative way of thinking is accidental

There was an attack on my mind
In the steel gates of defeat I seem to be confined

These emotions are real to the fullest extreme
I’m at the point right now I’m not sure if my sanity will ever be redeemed

Emotions that hit you so deep all you have to do is think about it and you cry
Tears just fill up in each eye

And you passed the stage of asking God why
Strength completely gone you can’t even look up to the sky

Your sobbing becomes unstoppable
Raging emotions uncontrollable

And after feeling this raw emotion
That when true poetry comes to promotion

Because once you feel that raw feeling
You release true poetry which is your soul’s healing