Ive Been single for a year and a couple of months how?
Still i can honestly say that i am much happier now
Cause while others think they need others to be happy
All i really need so i can have joy is to be the best me
I remember to always leave my heart open
So love will always find its way back in im hopeing
I use to think this darkness im in was negative
But ive learned to look at the bad and make it positive
They say we go through trouble as a test
And the best to come is yet
So i gave up on trying all those "Feel Good" methods
Since then its like my troubled has melted
Im light of a burden that seemed to weigh a ton
And with those who im close to i have strenghten our bonds
Not a new beggining i would say just another start
But i cant forget that i am actually after someones heart
The world is what this person to me means
But its crazy cause this person is someone i have never seen
Ive learned to nurture pain and joy sweeps me off my feet
I listen to the thunder and lightning as it hylmes me fast to sleep
We dont want to hurt, but why we hurt others i always ask
The future will never tell but the key answer is our past
We are growing but some of us are trying to grow up fast
Take time to enjoy the little things or the big gifts can never last
I am loved by many but i am sacred to a few
Advice i can always give to others as well as myself is to stay true
I dont need drugs, a gang, groupies, or popularity to feel like i belong
I have all that i need within my heart to be strong and move along
Learning something new about myself everyday
Keeping the Lord in mind as i continue to pray
Not just for me but i pray for everyone else
Especially those who think they have nothing left
In the good or bad i am always here friend or foe
No matter what happens to you or if i never met you before
Cause i know pain and it doesnt make you smile
So ill erase it with my hearts won simple style
Wheather you do think or dont know its all the same to me
We all are different in the same air that we breath
Ive seen plenty of moon rises and the sun sets
And none are more beautiful than the rest
Go with the flow and be free, life is one big thrill
Never hide from yourself because our situations are real
Im glad that i was able to experience all these emotions especially laughter
Cause ill be happy no matter what, from now on and here after
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