Some people say "I will wait for you"
"No matter how long it takes that is what I will do"
Well, not me
I refuse to live my life for anyone being lonely
I am not going to be sitting at home
Waiting for her to call, watching the phone
It does not matter how much I love the girl
I will not let that love cloud my world
I do love her and miss her
But I cannot wait forever
This whole situation is crazy
I cannot even explain why I still have feelings for Miss Lady
First I love her then I hate her then I love her again
I am starting to get tired of riding this rollercoaster with this person
Pining after a woman who may or may not want me
With her unpredictable moods I cannot tell what her attitude will be
She has this power to make me feel so proud and beautiful
Then in the next minute make me feel sad and a fool
Maybe one day she will finally see what she has in me
If she is lucky then it will be when I am not with somebody
I cannot just stand still while she decides want she needs
Because if she keeps playing games, the love she deserves she will never receive
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