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"SUICIDAL HEARTBEATS"
  by --->ROX-Z<---


I swore the day u terminated my tenancy that I wouldn't ask the judge 2 overturn the decision...
U moved in the next chick while I was doin my bid in this broken hearted prison...

Although my commissary was stacked I was still left hungry inside...
I was rushed 2 the medic 4 being dehydrated from all the tears that I've cried,,,
They shot me with an I.V. full of liquids not realizing I needed Ur love 2 survive
I was put on the donor list for useable heart beats...but no one thumped in unison with my vessel inside.

And there u stood...heart in hand... beating profusely...
U opted not 2 save me...kicked the chair ...left me hangin...u noosed me.
And there I dangle...fighting 4 dying breaths as the blood slowly fills my eyes...
My retinas are crimson colored by numbers 2 depict how effectively u made my heart die.

Picasso couldn't have painted a more vivid description of heart break...
So I airbrush my dying plea in rainbow colors on the subway plank...

I sing hot pink and electric yellow blues while passers by throw quarters at my shoes...
In hopes that I can buy U a clue...
But in the case of my heart... U have bitten off more than U can chew.
U could never digest my love..so U opted just 2 spew...

And there my sentiments lay...scattered aimlessly amongst the concrete....
My tattered soul is embedded within the crevices of the timberlands laced on Ur feet...

Storm clouds fill the skies...
In preparation 4 the tsunami of sodium drops that commit self inflicted murder from my eyes...

Double shots of Hennesy are served in shot glasses as a placebo 4 a broken hearts remedy...
I drink on the daily in hopes that psoriasis of the liver will be the death of me...

But Ur like the executioner of my heart...only U have the power 2 flip the switch....
It's like U get pleasure in keeping me in a vegetated state instead of throwin my body in ditch...

U have made it impossible 4 me 2 love another...Ur lies are tattooed permanently on my face as a frown...
I slit my wrists and let the blood formulate in the dirt in the ground....

My final phrase reads:

"ALL I EVER WANTED WAS 2 BE THE BITCH WHO U WOULD LET ETERNALLY...HOLD U DOWN...."



















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Date Submitted: Sep 22, 2008 (12:06 AM)
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  Damami2burs4ev...
11/10/09 (10:58 AM) 
Love this love this love this...U have made it impossible 4 me 2 love another...Ur lies are tattooed permanently on my face as a frown... I slit my wrists and let the blood formulate in the dirt in the ground.... My final phrase reads: "ALL I EVER WANTED WAS 2 BE THE BITCH WHO U WOULD LET ETERNALLY...HOLD U DOWN...." OMG I know this feeling this rite here I feel every day. WOW. WOW WOW Fav this was amazing. Bravo my dear Bravo

  Nagami
06/30/09 (12:08 PM) 
i'm feelin this. awesome write and instant fav. the verbage is exceptional

  Ezdozit
06/12/09 (01:24 PM) 
Look you .....you just can't be waving the pen all over everywhere you going to hurt someone I have to say bravo again damn girl

  Inuyasha
05/30/09 (09:19 PM) 
roxie wow...... as always ur poems the beats that u spit always gets me... its been a long while since i've been on here damn ma ur poetry and the musical parts makes me feel whats goin on in ya mind

  smooch
05/14/09 (03:35 PM) 
WOW ROX THIS WAS SUCH A DEEP DEEP WRITE AND I LOVED IT I FEEL LIKE THIS WRITE NOW DAMN ITS LIKE WE GOIN THRU THE SAME THINGS UR POETRY REALLY HELPS ME

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