diz iz my testimony errythn im bout 2 put down on diz page iz sumthn ive ben feeln 4 so long but waz 2 afraid 2 say it till now!
itz time 4 my awakin!!

about 3 yrz ago 2day i went back 2 my home town hazelwood. we were goin 2 stay der 4 a couple of months.i ran in2 my friend of 9 yrz. we huggd, an we tawkd bout dat waz it. he walkd me 2 my dadz crib an said hed c me around. so we ended up hangn out more den i thought 4 a coulpe of months an we got 2gether. an dat nite he walkd me home an told me hed pick me up 2marow.2marow mornin came an wen i woke up he waz n my livinroom an told me 2 hurry up. so we went 2 his crib i spoke 2 his fam, we chilld 4 a bit den left. so we decided 2 walk around da wood n grab sum of our friendz. so we walkd back our way got n his car an rode off. an diz niggaz we didnt like came u p2 us tawkn shyt. so drew waz jus ridin an he didnt say shyt.dey rode off we thought we waz lucky. an dat nite he came back around my way an said he waz gon b out wit sum of hiz boyz an hed pick me up wen he done. i told him not 2 go cuz da niggaz he waz wit waz trouble. an so az he left my friendz came an got me an we went 2 da mall. an while we were der my next door neighbor calld an said dat drew had ben shot 6 tymez.
da rushd me back 2 him( da mall waz only 5 minutez away frm my crib) an he waz on daground bleedn 2 death. an i waz cryn an screamn. an i sat next 2 him an put his head on my thig an i jus cryd. an he lookd at me an told me not 2 cry he gon b ok. an he told me he loved me an he hopes i never 4get him. datz wen i nu he waz gon let go.an i kept beggn 4 him not 2 leave me an he said ill always b n ya heart. an i gave him a kiss an he waz holdn my hand. an rite after i kissd him, he let go an his hand became loose. an he waz dead.


gs fam yall r da only pepz i told diz story 2 bcuz i waz so afraid 2 let it out. an i only joind da fam cuz my bestfriend said it wud b a gud way 4 me 2 open up. an it really has ben. i love yall so much an thankz 4 da blessn an all da commentz. it realy makez it worth my while!!! 1