alone, i stood guarding my heart with a shield up front
searching the premises with a weird feeling in my gut
sweat begins to overcrowd my forehead, then comes dizzy
they're coming at me with a wicked force
stumbling on both weakened feet, in one spot i try hard to bury
all the sudden sharp pains engulf all over my body
thinking is this it, is it time for me to throw in the white towel
when a minor explosion erupts in my chest causing me to yell
misery is reviving itself at this point in time yet AGAIN
I've grown lonesome without "life", my sole friend
my heart is now standing on top of my lungs screaming out bloody tears
fractured smiles and black eyes ceases my screams
dying em down to miniature whispers
activating the mental atomic bomb to explode in my chest
transparent verbal shrapnel pierces my battered vest
dropping me to my knees as sneaky anthrax assaults travel up my nose
while the SARS EFFECT of love holds me down tight for a greater dose
im being taking thru a different world completely losing myself
vision slightly blurring as the beat decreases in my pulse
everything slowly turns white near a small golden dot
i lift my head and there he is afar looking at my body in absolute shock
before he can speak i quickly begin my questions attack
i asked "why did u make it so hard for me to fight 4 -life- back"
wit tears of anger in my eyes i stared from a mile away
waiting for some bullshit excuse he would cowardly say
instead he flew to me and cradled my battered corpse
he said "it was the devils doings,
thats why it was happiness u quickly divorced"
he took my hand and guided me behind those pearly gates
as my wounds seemed as tho they've been quickly covered wit flesh colored paint
he said "cry your last tears for you will never again feel sorrow
and when you're ready, ill show u how to fly like an angel tomorrow"