Unexpectly...
There stood overflowing love...
The kind of love that's unceasing...
The kind of love that delivered me from my enemies...
The kind of love that echoes clearly...

"I will carry a bond of loyality...towards U...Forever"

Gently...
With humility...
My Groom...
He called softly...
Not on bended knees...

"Geel"
"Will u marry me?"

From my mouth to your ears...
I stay clear of these words used so frivolously...

All at once...
I become speechless...
Flabbergasted...
&
Stunned...

This can't be true?

Tears begun...
To tumble...
One...by...one
As I stumble...

Butterflies set in...
My stomach...
As I begin to shake in my boots...
Apprehensive...
&
Nervous...
Not knowing what to say or do...

With hesitation...I speak

My Groom...
'Why marry me?"

There are...
Many dark secrets I have...
There are...
Many events I can't undo...

"You see...
I am not worthy..."
"I'm filthy..."
"Not even bleach will cleanse me"
I lived recklessly...
I vacated my very own soul...

"Geel"
I am He that loved u when u didn't love me...
I am He that comforts u so u may sleep...
I am He that makes a way for u out of no way...
I am the Potter...and u are the clay...
I am He that understands u...when no one can...
I am He that catches u when u cannot stand...
I am He that rescued u...when u where in to deep...
I am He that was with u in that hotel room...as u contimplate takeing another life...as your hand covered the trigger...of that 238...hand gun...that night

Now do u remember?

I Am He...I Am He

Yes...
My Groom...
I remember...
U saved me from me...
This was just a glimpse of my extended testimony...

So...
U were the One that brougt a smile back to my face...
U where the One who saved me by your grace...
U where the One that directed me to turn left instead of right...
U where the One that held me as I cried throughout the night...
U where the One that took my shame and erased it away...
U where the One that saved my life...so I would live another day...

Yes...Geel
I Am He...I Am He

I will save u...because there is a bigger picture...
"Bigger Things"
If u allow me?

"I must redeem u for the greater good"

Understood?

Yes...
I understand...
"My Groom"
Now I know ...U are not a man...

Therefore...
I surrender...

Now the pride inside I render...

I Will Marry U...