I look at myself in the mirror,I see a reflection staring back at me,
I dont know who he is. His life goals, emotions, convictions and reflections I cant see.
Today, I feel good, or is it a misconception.
Where am I in this life,
WHere is my soul, am I breathing,
Am I walking around aimlessly with no purpose.
Is my love misguided,
Do I trust this person, in whom I have confided so much,
Over the years, I have told many lies that I thought were true to myself.
Love me, Love me not, these are the sounds and rhythms that are played over and over in my head.
My heart leads me to him, to rediscover a love, that I thought I was knew,
But was it real love beacuse I dont know who I am, so how can I define love. What is a brother supposed to do?

Wow, confusion, races through my mind like a freight train, about to run off track,
Then I pinch myself, to call my spirit back into my body, it has started to drift out into the clouds. Beyond my soul, out into the deep. I am reaching but I can't see.It is darkness, it is void. There is no light, I cant seem to reach me. The sun shines back on me, to allow the rainbow of reflection to peer deep into the windows of my soul. .. What am I, who am I. Where am. I am on a long dark and lonely road called self discovery.