the day the well in my brain went dry
it was a world tragedy for me .
the river once flowed between the creases of my genius
my creativity
and my memory of the past
it welded 2gether and made the perfect juice 2 flow
but lately i havent been me
i lost me in a way when i lost her
i loved her
i fed off of her genius
she was a lyrical GOD and i loved her for it
she was smart
she was sexi
she was all i ever dreamed
but yet she was a nightmare as far as my emotions went
she had others beside me but i KNEW they couldnt compare
and she admited it
but yet she still ripped me continuously
i was jealous and angry because i was sharin you
i dont share . im greedy when it comes to you
i was young and they mistaken me for dumb
i let my feelings get in the way and that made me look
as if i was proving them right
i made GOLD when i was with you
but when i lost you...
i made cubic zarconia
nothing compared.
b4 you, my words were gourmet meals feeding your soul
after you..
it was leftovers from last week
the feel and the flavor wasnt the same
i lost my touch
wait...i LOST MY TOUCH ?

.....cuz of a BITCH ???
this aint shane..this aint me
i gotta get me back
i wont change for any female nor male
im changin
i vow to myself that this year..i will never let this disaster
this horrible depression
this drastic recession ever happen again
i keep my shoes tied tight . im never slippin
i keep my pen close as hell & that number 2 is the only thing im grippin
needin and desierin
these other chicks? they just my sides
and my dream and my money
are my main's
goin hand in hand

im gettin my life back. my wordplay
this is ME
poetry should be my name
cuz its all that i am
she stole that from me...
and walked off with it .
as a fellow artist...how could she NOT know the rule
of every writer..
nothing before it.

but its cool
with pain and obstacles becomes knowledge
and with my knowledge ?
i just stepped my poetry up

so to that beautifully talented creature
with the love seasoned with hell
thank you for my drought
cuz you made my water return with such vigor.