Then Lonliest Soul wandering alone, darkness passes..
Light is limited...
Not knowing where the next step will lead me, i continue to walk...
The more I move forward not knowing where the path will end...
I see faces of the passed, looking at me, glaring...
Faces that were only known as a "Once Was"..
Friends, Family, Even Love that has faded...
I continue down this path of darkness, still nothing in sight.
Just the sound of my heart beginning to beat slower and slower...
My breaths get shorter and shorter...
Still these faces looking at me...
Saying things that only make me feel worse, and make the darkness seem darker...
Please Lord Rescue me from hell on earth...
I continue to walk...
My legs are restless...
My body is sore...
I stop...
Look a little closer to the beyond that i am walking to...
A little light sheds...
I begin to run...
I reach this mysterious light to find a glowing door...
I open the door and i find a room filled with darkness...
I go in the room...
It is never ending...
Walk and walk i must until i reach the light...
Never Give up Never give in...
There was a poetic voice with in...
It wont speak...
Neither do i want to continue to seek...
But i must, i must...
This time the faces of the people that were there for me appear on this new path of darkness...
They utter no words...
They stare, and fade..
I look, who am i seeing...?
No one as it would seem...
I begin to run, just hearing of the bottom of my feet smacking against the concrete...
My breathe shortens...
No longer can i go on...
I sit where i once stood...
No longer moving forward or backward...
I stay in one spot...
I lay my head down on the cold ground, close my eyes and sleep...
Nothing will change, Nothing will happen...
Living in the present...Running from my past...
Chasing for the future...
Trying to reach and grasp something that cannot be reached or touched.
This is the journey of a lonely soul....