AS I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW AND SEE THE CLOUDS FORMING, I GET NERVOUS AND SCARED, I KNOW HOW IT’S GONNA MAKE ME FEEL TONIGHT, LONELY AND DESPAIRED
AS THE RAIN STARTS FALLING I QUICKLY TAKE COVER ON MY BED
TRYING SO HARD TO BLOCK THE RAINFALL SOUNDS OUT MY HEAD
I PEEK THROUGH MY SHEETS TO SEE HOW HARD IT’S COMING DOWN
CAUSE EVERY TIME IT RAINS, MY SENSITIVE HEART MAKES NO SOUND
THIS RAIN REMINDS ME OF YOU AND THE PAIN YOU IMPOSED
EVEN WHILE I CRIED TO YOU AS MY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE I EXPOSED
WITH EVERY TEAR THAT I SHED FOR YOU, MY SUNNY DAYS TURNED GREY
SO NOW EVERY TIME IT RAINS IT REMINDS ME OF THAT DAY
THE DAY YOU LOOKED AT ME AS IF THERE WAS NEVER ANY LOVE FOR ME IN YOU
THE DAY YOU FORCED ME OUTTA YOUR LIFE BECAUSE THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE WAS TOO TRUE
THE DAY MY WORLD CAME CRUMBLING DOWN AS I WAS FORCED TO MAKE A DECISION
THE DAY I HAD TO CHOOSE ME OVER YOU, BECAUSE IN YOU, I NO LONGER SAW A HAPPY ENDING AS I HAD ENVISIONED
THESE RAINDROPS REMIND ME OF MY TEARS, CUZ THAT’S HOW MANY I’VE CRIED
EVEN THE SLIGHTEST THOUGHT OF THERE NOT BEING AN “US” MADE ME WANNA DIE
THIS RAIN REMINDS ME OF THE EMPTINESS I FEEL INSIDE WHEN I LOOK AROUND AND YOUR NOT HERE
AND YES, ALTHOUGH THE RAIN WILL EVENTUALLY STOP, MY LOVE FOR YOU CAN’T MAGICALLY DISAPPEAR
THESE CLOUDS THAT ARE DARK REMIND ME OF HOW MY LIFE FEELS WITHOUT YOU IN IT
AND NOW EVERY TIME IT RAINS I THINK OF YOU… EVERY HOUR, AND EVERY MINUTE
AND WHEN THE RAIN STOPS AND THE SUN TRIES TO BREAK IT’S WAY THROUGH
ALL I COULD DO IS SEEK REFUGEE UNDER MY COVERS CAUSE I CAN’T STOP THINKING OF YOU
JUST AS I HEAR THE RAINDROPS STOP, IS IT OVER, I WONDER?
BUT NOPE, IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN, THE LIGHTNING, THE THUNDER
SO I RUN BACK TO MY BED, JUMP IN IT AND HIDE
CUZ IT’S ONLY WHEN THE RAIN STOPS THAT MY PAIN SUBSIDES
SO UNTIL THE RAIN STOPS FOREVER IT WILL REMIND ME OF THE MEMORIES LEFT BEHIND
HOPING THAT ONE DAY, INSIDE MY HEART, HAPPINESS YOU WILL FIND!!
"JUST AS I HEAR THE RAINDROPS STOP, IS IT OVER, I WONDER?
BUT NOPE, IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN, THE LIGHTNING, THE THUNDER
SO I RUN BACK TO MY BED, JUMP IN IT AND HIDE
CUZ IT’S ONLY WHEN THE RAIN STOPS THAT MY PAIN SUBSIDES"--glossy eyes with no words!
This is beautiful from strt to finish...the wods jus captured me and the music just so beautiful to accompany the write... the pictures are outstanding...yes this write overall has captured me i have had to read it few times jus to feel its depth again and again.. you have such a way with words