Sleepless nights leaving bags beneath my eyes

Internal tears because outwardly I have no more to cry

Never thought a few words spoken could make u leave without even a goodbye

Yet reality says its so cause across my bed holding your shirt I lie

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Hey you how are you are you coming thru tonight

He said he would I said good we need to talk about our last fight

He said that’s cool cause I wanted to see you and tell you in spite

Of all the words of hate I said you know I love you right




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Ding dong the door bell goes off your earlier then I expect

Rushing out of the room glance In the mirror what I see is perfect

Slow strides to the door opening it slowly and as soon as our eyes connect

I involuntarily smile and look down cause your already erect


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What am I doing I am now walking in Gods grace

I have to back up to give him and myself some space

And I cant look into his eyes if I do all thoughts of god will erase

I look to the sky and say silently Lord I need you in this place


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Hey baby we have to take it slow I didn’t change my mind

I thought we could talk about this for sex this isn’t the time

I cooked all your favorites and got a good movie so we could unwind

But upfront I gotta let you know I do not plan to cross that line


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I watch his facial expression change and then he said

This is the moment that all day I tossed its outcome in my head

You can have someone walk this life with you but u choose a spirit instead

I see where your heart lies so for us this relationship is dead


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Sleepless nights leaving bags beneath my eyes

Internal tears because outwardly I have no more to cry

Never thought a few word spoken could make u leave without even a goodbye

Yet reality says its so cause across my bed holding your shirt I lie




Relationships may suffer and yes I will cry a many tears

But I refuse to turn from the love who has gotten me thru the years

And although this is painful now for being alone is one of my fears

I shall not doubt him cause his love is the only that’s truly sincere