How did this day come... to where I'm fucked up and fustrated
Don't even know if I'm going to make it
I can't take it

This just can't be life!!!!!

Just the other day I found myself
loosing faith... I scream for help...

Help!!!!!!!

Please...

I'm all alone...
Nobody home... I feel so gone...

(lord knows I don't drink)
but I tilt... a bottle of this fifth
silver patron
man I'm zooonnnnneeeeee!!!!!!

The pain I'm feeling
is what I'm wrongfully being accused of giving

I'm too much of a gentle~man
to put others within
such a deplorable position
I just can't win

I stamp myself with the words "loyality and honor" permantly
now it's consider a tattoo
I stand for what I believe in... firmly
no disrespect... but FUCK YOU!!!!

For all this backlash
that I receive...
getting treated like trash
because I believe...
all those can kiss my ass
and just leave...
REAL TALK!!! Fast!!!
before I retrieve...
my don't give a fuck mask
and those will really perceive...

Hold up now...

wait a minute...

let me regain my composure
before I start sinking lower and lower
but, I do mean what I say and say what I mean... like I told ya!!!
within my words...

I'm a STAND-UP soldier!!!!