I’m afraid of failing
So sometimes I don’t try
It’s like I get excited with the ethereal twinkle in my eye
And then reality hits
And it’s like the thought and idea is thrown into the abyss
And I am left standing wanting
Wanting something more than I can have
It goes deeper then the love of a man
It goes deeper then the love of a friend
This ache slowly hurts from within
How do I get out of it?
How do I transcend?
In the same token I am so tired
Tired of the malnutritioned journey that is sometimes life
Tired of the vengeance and strife
Constantly surrounding my cranial imaging
I need to move
Somewhere where the sun continues to shine
And not just the one in the sky
But the one that’s visible to the blind
The heart
The hearts here are messed up
So its time to be where they are free
Roaming wildly loosely and lividly.