I wished for forever after
The point of no return
Cremated in dreams burned
as I watch my world become urned
Letting opportunitys pass
Feeling them I didn't deserve
Giving a share of helping hands
But I send them back....returned
Casted into the darkness
And from it I never emerged
Became mentally destroyed
And physically disturbed
Pacing on visions heard
While puffing blacks on the curb
Unsure of my decisions outcome
The dawned thought never occured

Emptiness filling up
I'm just a bottomless pit
Worthless and worth less
Then dryed out pigeon shit
I can't swallow these burdens
There like a spoonful of cinnamon
Sometimes I hope for death
Maybe it would give me hope to live again