To die is to have lived

Mind unateased
Temple is dimpled from constant stimulation
With heavy procastination
Only human concentration
Which lackes motivation
So many things to focus on
One with sane mind
Sometimes gets confused
Stiffen from life's heavy trails and tribulations
So many lost and turned out
The goverment has new medications with fancy names
Thats suppose to ease the mind of the emotionally insane
They are suppose to suppress the program.......Life
Are you really ready to become a zombie in life's fight
Are you willing to sit for mere sticks
To build a hut and sit in it!
You will be paid to ponder your thoughts.....
Instead of a day to day fight you will be at hault
So I choose to stick and move
Im focusing on a common center
More focus now then ever!
Other then what I was accustomed to
The blues.....
So I try to stay grounded these days
My life outta of the purple haze,lies, and the maybe someday's
THE TIME IS NOW.....
I was so diluted in negativity
That I nor noone could see my full potential
I accumulated foe's in my drunken days
With all the hope that...We
Would make it oneday
But they were stuck and comfortible in there ways
And my someday turn into today
And for that I had to pray
I was always being pushed his way
And thru the hate I had built up for him.....God
Thru all the heartache,death,and bad luck
I came to know god would'nt have made me suffer in that way
That the devil was alive and working overtime
And for me to shine I would have to step out of the darkness and into the light
Im telling you my future is now so bright.....
So im living now and preparing to die...
instead of living to die
Nolonger afraid to live
Because to live is to die!