i'll kill a bitch, kill any bitch,
who trys to get a taste of my man dick,
i'll strangle her,
dangle her,
grab a knife and dismantle her,
shes screamin at me to stop,
shoulda thought bout that before she sat on his cock,
but dont think his gettin off easy,
this man is sleazy,
i'll tie him to a chair,
but naked - body bare,
calls himself a thug,
nigga shivering like he scared,
slice off his nuts,
make him eat them along with some of her guts,
his tellin me he'll change,
"baby i wont treat you the same"
but im sick and tierd of his stupid games,
his lookin at me strate in my eyes,
thinkin his lies will jus pass me by,
baby boy, ive got a confession to make......
this whole time i new you was a snake,
evry time you lied, i knew it was just to push me to the side,
so you could hit honey and ride,
damn i regret ever wanting to be your bride,
every night that you make me say goodbye,
a thousand tears i cry,
im emotionally drained,
the way your treatin me, my soul is contained,
you use to make me feel so happy to see you,
i couldnt wait for that time,
now i sit and wait for your phone call,
isit gunna come?
or are you proving me the fool that i have become?
turns out your promisises are all lies and deceitfull,
use to tell me i was your princess,
there was no-one more beautiful,
loyal to you is who i am,
love is what ive got to give,
if you dont feel thas good enuff then keep on fukin that bitch,
over and over, everything you said,
i think about it in my head,
what your doing, its so hard to beleve,
never new you'd have me so deep when we met on christmas eve,
you said you'd never lie, you said you'd never cheat
"if i was your girl you wouldnt have the need"
i didnt beleive what you were saying,
but soon you sucked me in, your game i was playin,
what hurts me the most is that you see the pain you are bringing me,
but you carry on decieving me,
you say that you love me, but why? would it really bother you if you wernt with me?!
my nights are lonely without you by my side,
lying awake trying to figure out if you lied,
said you had business to deal with, your with your boys,
is that the truth, or isit just an excuse,
im torn in two
constantly thinkin, where are you?,
i try and push my thoughts away,
but every time i see your face, they creep back in and start to play,
while im writing this shit,
all i can think about is how much i love you,
but your nowhere to be seen,
yet again im all alone, sitting at home,
yearning for your kiss, your touch, your body close to mine,
your life of crime,
its got me worried like hell,
if anything ever happend to you, i'd crumble like a shell,
i can see myself spending the rest of my life with you,
two kids, a house, and happy times through,
then reality dawnes on me,
thats not what you want,
money, girls and fame, thats whats on your brain,
soon youll leave me....and if thats not a lie, then tell me you dont believe me