I was your puppet
I danced only for you
Lie and dreamed of you
Underneath dark blue skies
My heart belonged to you
And only you
You owned me
Left me breathless
My heart you left on
Intense life support
I breathed only for
Your touch
To much of myself
I left in your hands
When you cried
I cried
When you laughed
I laughed
My emotions belonged to you
My heart beat synchronized
With your own
My thoughts belonged to you
You had a grasp on my soul
And I couldnt remember
The true essence
Of just loving you
I became your fool
You swallowed up every
Inch of me
Controlled my every move
Grooves of your love embedded in my eyes
And as love became not you
Nor me
But we
Some where in between days of
Disillusioned bliss
Sweet stolen kisses
At midnights ends
I went in search of me
And I couldnt remember
Where you nor I nor we begin
I had to disconnect your heart from mine
To reclaim the part of me that wasnt your creation
Breaking your heart was never my intentions
But how can we be we
If I can no longer can distinguish me
From you
I had to reclaim the true me



You’re never ending neediness
Left me breathless
No lies did I tell but I failed
To fill the deep hole
In your soul that could never be filled
By anyone
Not me
Nor you or we
We could never be as one
Because two broken halves
With too many emotional pieces missing
Could never make a whole
Your goals where not my goals
And as we slowly drifted apart
I let you in on my gnawing feelings
that for us to be a we
then we must be complete our selves
no fingers to point or blame
for fountains pour out tears
for misplaced years
but the fears of never being enough
for one person to fill the hole
that was once craved so deep into your soul
made me your fool
thinking i could save you
but i was drowning in your
self misery
you needed to much
and the more I gave of me
the less i seemed to exist
truth can only exist when you
become real wit yourself
and the belief that you dont need a we
to complete you
this is not about
promises of love lies
but if we must keep count
you broke your own heart